Home alone, clouds in the sky, music on repeat
They say you have to be happy with yourself before you can be happy with someone else. I made it ha :)
What changed? I dunno, but it’s nice to be able to enjoy being by yourself, to really experience life on your own. Don’t get me wrong, I do wish I had someone to share it with, but it isn’t like I HAVE to have someone there. It feels good to reflect and be okay with where you’re at. So when that person comes around, whoever they may be for you, you won’t feel desperate and clingy. That seems to be the way it is, you just stumble upon that person. It may even be someone under your nose the whole time, but it’ll happen when it happens. So enjoy life, enjoy just being. No sense in spending your time searching, or being down in the dumps, just enjoy life.
I’m on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold
I’ll be fine once I get it, I’ll be good.
my getaway. parking garage.
Which of the bold faced lies will we use?
I hope that you’re happy, you really deserve it,
this will be the best for us both in the end.
about as real as it gets.
im always second guessing myself. make the first move.
You’re a rock’n’roll suicide
I’ve had enough
enough of this pity party shit. shes gone. and shes not coming back. end of story. and im just gonna have to deal with it. (October 6th, 2011)
moving on is hard.. especially when its moving on from the person you felt you were in love with. love conquers all? i think not, unless it really wasnt love. ive waited, and i still will, but during this time, i may not be by myself. i dunno who, or when, but at some point, i may have someone. i mean, itd be nice.. it doesnt seem like girls pay me any mind when i go places like i was told, it just seems that im not appealing to females. or at least to the ones i find attractive.. we’ll see i guess. itd be nice to find someone who wasnt hell bent on a bunch of stuff like she is. only time will tell what will happen.
So i do just enjoy getting high, i am happy before and in doing so most of the time actually. It just so happens that everytime i get sad, i want to as well.
